Emotional

I m feeling a little emotional now idk for what reason. Currently on the bus alone, and I think that’s the time that I will start to think bout random stuffs. Ha. Proj deadlines and quiz are closing on us and I am actually quite stress up. Since I chose the route to do well in my studies. Whatever. Ha.

Sometimes I tot whether the fact that I didn’t participate actively in poly activities is right? Ha. Mayb last time I should at least go for AMS stuffs etc. idk. Ha. But come to think of it, these activities aren’t for me? All the games and stuffs? But I was actually ok with it when I was in NYJC. Isit the ogl, the activities, or its my mindset that is different. Ha. Mayb you ppl don’t really understand what I m talking bout but nvm ha. I m just pouring everything that comes into my mind without any logic. Ha.

Oops. I nearly miss my stop. Ha. I should complete this entry at the bustop. Lol! Life is so unpredictable. And I think the butterfly effect or the ripple effect is really affect things a lot? Ha. Sometimes seeing that some ppl just have tonnes of friends in sch makes me feels a little envious? Ha. But nvm. This is my life. I came to poly alone only knowing ws and now I have made a lot of friend le ba. I should just be contented with my life now. Ha. My emotions should calm down after this entry and a run. Ha.

Sorry for making u ppl bored. Ha. Bye.