Long lost fun

yesterday the four of us ( sok fan, lek ning and jo and daryl - photographer) went back to syfc to take photo for the annual report. we went along with gary, paul, abbas etc. lol. the girls are crazy about gary's car. lol. so long since i last came? ha. finally i saw mr hi. ha. we chatted with him and he mentioned that he had talk to OM about my case and put a few gd words for me and stuff and OM says he will relook into the case? which i think isnt done yet. or mayb his decision is firm. actually its ok. the main thing is that i know that mr hi is supporting me. and my friends etc. just this alone would make me v happy and touched le. thanks you. especially mr hi. although my appeal wasnt successful. but it makes me realise so many ppl around me caring for me in some way.

Back to photo taking. we took photos at the hanger, pre flight briefing room with dewitt and his talks. & not forgetting sim room the place where we usually hang out. sian. i m suppose to have tonnes of photos to upload but due to l jo forever not online. i dont much photos. sry. will upload more next time. ha.

Us with Oscar Echo (from left: sok fan, me, lek ning, joanna)

With Instructor Dewitt

I haven pass my BTT. Lol. cool?

l8r in that night, me and mings went to clement house at arnd 9 plus. ha. his parents are not at home. ha. we have always been waiting for this chance. a chance to play, to catch up a little and to slp tgt. lol. oops sounds a little gay. but i m not. we watch "ghost hunters" which is damn zai. play cards. drink a little. talk cock. and watched gd luck chuck? ha. went to slp after that. ha. slept on the same bed with mings. ha. and he ponned his econs lect at 9? or 8? whatever. i overslpt. didnt know how to go faiz house from there. and in the end he came down to fetch. so sorry for the trouble man. and thanks. the rest of the day was sch sch and sch. last day of sch though. term test next wk. i shld start studying le lor. omg. choing la. gd luck everyone.

Tues

Woke up at 6. which is freaking early. lol. cause i have french test today and cant afford to be late. ha. hmm. french test was ok. hope we wont lose to the previous batch of french students from ams. as in. wont bring down the reputation of ams. lets own again. lol.

after that was apel 2 proj draft which was done in 20min? ha. apel is just a pass or fail la. Mr sumarni is nice. so dont think will fail. haha. todays photo session at syfc was cancelled due to some reasons. so its postponed to tmr. ha. sry jo & lek ning. make u both bring syfc shirt to sch for nth. but i also cant control. ha. hmm. hope tmr we will be able to make it la. ha.

term test is coming and i think for term test there wont be much tips. ha. hope that i can start studying soon. really soon. time is runnning out. omg. ha.

Busy days are coming

Bonjour.asy ask me to update my blog.so here i m.

yesterday is just a normal sch day. nth much to talk about. l8r got french test. listening and writing. omg. have been studying it for the whole night. lol a bit exaggerated ha. hmm. the accents and stuffs are killing me. so many things to know. study a totally diff language like a nursery kid. ha. but its fun. hmm. i guess it isnt that hiong compared to the upcoming A's spa physics and chem l8r and tmr ba. ha. they are murderous. lol. gd luck for those jc ppl. especially yx. ha.

Hmm. l8r the 4 of us are going back to syfc to take photo for paul to do his annual report. hmm. feeling wierd i think. shldn't wear that shirt anymore. but nvm. ha. hope everything will go well and so long nvr see mr hi le. hope he doesnt go on MC or leave tmr.

lesser things to blog everytime. ha. is it like what zx says? the passion dies off. 三分钟热度?

ha. Au revoir

STATA Talk

We have a talk today conducted by (Singapore Technologies Aviation training Acedemy) STATA. went to sch at 2plus, initially helped out in the setting up and ushering of guest to the lect theatre. ha. too long nvr do these things le. miss the feeling of having responsibility although i dont have much today. if ncc have anything for me to take charge i would gladly help out. the talk started at 3 pm. and the response was overwhelming with losa crowd. it occupied 2 and half LT. i thought it was supposed to be a small event. ha. they talked about the route to being a Commercial pilot and stuffs. and the whole course would be US$18,000. omg. approximately S$25,000. poor ppl like us how to pay. and worse still the paul's meeting yesterday with STATA wasnt that smooth. that means PPL hopes are dashed? zzz. everything is getting screwed. but nvm. i will try till i succeed.

the talk ended at 1730, due to too many qn during Q&A. 1plus hr of Q&A i suppose. the LTs are filled with ppl who are damn interest in flying and the career. concerned about their future. the world is now facing a shortage a pilot. but becoming a pilot is still not easy. hmm. that shows the prestige. but i think given the aptitude. a rich guy or girl would be able to become a pilot. cause u just need to keep trying. fail? try again. pay again. they got loads of money. poor ppl only have a few chances. once gone it will nvr come back.

I longed to return. and i will try whatever means i can.

Fri

ha. i couldn't think of any other title so just use default ones. lol. soccer the in morning. just like the other days. but with zhujian today. ha. another soccer kaki. lol. manage to influence and persuade him. lol. eh. i manage to remain calm and relax today with no power shots. lol. but i subed daryl to be keeper after conceding a few goals and wei kit thinks that i m angry cause he scored most of it. lol. relax i stayed cool. lol. learning to control my anger during soccer. ha. then went for lunch and looked for paul.

Paul wanted some photos that we took in syfc for annual report but i dont think our photos has much use. it's all photos of us and nth about the activities and stuffs. and mayb he say will have to go do there one day to take photos. but i dont know how shld i feel. all of us are phased out and......
Then he talked about the flying prog during yr3. he says that it is not logical in business sense for the principal to subsidies 15k for the prog. and he is thinking of asking Singapore technologies Aviation Training Acedemy (STATA) i think. to fund the prog. hmm. i m fine with anything. i just wanna be a pilot and get back into the skies. but there is no reason they shld fund us. and other factors. paul will talk to them. ya. whatever. just pray and wait. btw i kinda cause faizal not being able to go for prayers. sry.

Poor Terry

Ok. man u won the champions league. by penalty. (6-5). its a small small margin. chelsea freaking kena 3 post and crossbars. wth. drogba hit the post. lampard the crossbar. terry post again for penalty. he was devastated i suppose. he cried. must b blaming himself for the lose. sigh. its just not chelsea's yr. mayb if another team liverpool or whatever win the champs it wont be feel that sucky. but its man u. ya. ok whatever. the place was quite high. its called HIGH cafe. ha. the atmosphere is quite high, its suppose to be a lan gaming centre which is quite high class also. ha. but only took 1 photo which shows nothing much. ha. just not used to taking photos man. (upload next time, still with zx)

reach home at 6plus. and fell aslp immediately. freaking tired. slpt for only 3 plus hours and time for sch again. ha. couldn't concentrate in lect and tuts. omg. jia lat. after tut went to lib alone to wait for french lect. fell aslp man. if it wasnt asyura who smsed me. i will be slping till dont know when le. lol.

The Champions??

This few days didnt blog cause really nth special or significant. sch days. how special can it get. lol. mayb just for me la. go sch is like just a place to study. ya. usually it was somethings else too. but sadly not this time.

I took down the poster of syfc on the wall which was there for half a yr le. this signifies end of the syfc chapter and a start or another chapter in my life. mayb just a paragraph. ha. and also sadly AMS yr 2 has no more syfc pilot trainees le. sigh. nvm. only that mayb if the yr 1 can make it then we will be kinda lousier than them. but.Personally i think a pilot who is not that gd need some luck to pass the phases. mayb u may think that i m just finding excuses or whatever but thats my view. hmm. but just that paul says mayb to them i just not up to the mark. ya. have to accept it lo.

L8r is the champions league final. Man u vs Chelsea. i got losa oppostion. ha. but i usually does but its ok. Just hope that Man u wont get it. cause it will be double and their fans will.................. u know u know. lol. going out to watch with eugene, darren and his friends and also zx, sl and yh. ya. hope my experience there wont be sian.. ha. will update again. gotta go for dota. ha.

We Will Be Back!!!

Morning was soccer. the weather was burning hot man. but didnt kena sunburn mayb cause i m used to it le. ha. after soccer, sat under the block with zx and talk about what to do in the afternn. OMG. life is becoming so boring. everytime during wkends have nth to do. no where to go. what can we do except playing pool and rollerblading which shi lam always doesnt go with use and in the end we leave him alone (which is bad). Watching movie is quite ex and there is not much movie to watch le. we watch movie like once a week. can any1 give me any ideas of what to do? i will be v grateful. i dont wanna rot and stone. sian.

Went for pool at arnd 4 plus. ha. i got my form back today but yh, zx lose theirs. so unlucky man. ha. played till 7 and went home. how boring. sigh. what cant there be more stuff to do. something cross my mind. is it because that we keep doing stuff tgt with the same group of ppl and everything seems so dull? mayb when we mix with more other ppl there will be more stuffs to do and wont be that boring? ha. i dont know. our group is the singles one. lol. all guys no girls. how pathetic. ha. but fun sometimes. there's always pros and cons.

Ok. sad news again. AMS yr2 has no more pilot in SYFC le. sigh. Lek Ning is out i think. Yun Hui told me that her name was strike out le. After sortie 13, the 1 with OM. zzz. i dont know anything else. haven been able to contact her. it sucks man. hope she will be ok soon. give her some time to cool down i think. and mayb it will be embarrassing also if the yr 1 are able to get PPL in SYFC. zzz. now what we can do is to pray that principal agree to subsidies the PPL and ATPL (airline transport pilot license) course in yr 3 during 3.1. then we will get our chance. worse come to worse i really hope for at least a PPL ( restricted). We really wanna fly. We longed to return. ALL THE BEST. we will thrive again in yr 3 hopefully. and again in RSAF with the SYFC 157 buddies. HOOYA!!!!!!!!

Result is out

After waiting for 10 days, the result of my appeal is out. but sadly. thats no change to the verdict. i m still out. OM said that after so many circuits and landing, chuabs feel that my flying was unsafe. thus, he still firmly hold on to his decision of not recommending me. yup. thats the summary of the convo. it is kinda impossible to give me a sortie to prove anything. and ya. not given a 2nd chance. not worth i think. nvm. i will try again hopefully in yr 3. Pls.

Left home to meet to meet zx yan hui and lee tat. On the way, i walk pass the little boy who was trying to use a PVC pipe to get a coconut. He ask me for help. i walked over. attempted using the pipe, but didnt manage to. so, decided to climb up the tree to get him the coconut. i jumped onto the tree, lose grip and got to come down. i tried again. climb up the tree and just pluck the coconut from the tree. ha. i m full of dirt and whatever. and my hands and legs have a biting sense due to abrasion i think. in the first place, i didnt know why i help the boy. is it because the coconut was meant for his dad? and i see that his filial or he's too young and small for me to refuse to help him. lol. whatever. but i nvr imagined i will do something like that. ha.

went on to meet the guys. went for pool. today was not my day for pool. no skill plus no luck equals to gg ( good game) ha. then went to watch Chocolate. hmm. nice movie for the actions and fighting scenes. so hiong la. the way they fight. but not much of a storyline. just fight fight fight all the way.yup.thats my sat.

i failed the first time in syfc. the next time i m going for it i will make sure i get it. just like the case of the coconut. lol. HOOYA. and thanks ppl for ur support. and i m glad i made so many gd friends in SYFC. hope faireez wont end up like me again. gd luck.

Back at Cat High

today is the big day. but not for me. for my NCC juniors who dont remember me i think. Its their Passing Out Parade ( POP)? ok. woke up at 10 plus 11. damn song. everyday soccer the past few days haven been waking up late. lol. called OM's office to ask him about the appeal. but no ans. zz. then Lek Ning smsed and tel me that OM wants her phased out. After her flight with him yesterday. i replied but she didnt. i called to find out more but no ans also. oh well nvm. but hope she's not that unhappy anymore. hope everything goes well for her.

Hmm. went to ajc to meet zhou yang. ha. was late. sorry. and owed him 110 push up according to ncc style. lol. i m damn unfit le. cant do that anymore. ok. reached cat high. softball match at 1430. Cat high against Pei Cai Sec. Pei Cai is gd. but stilll cat high win.10-7. then is POP. lol. too long not in NCC le. and i replied (shout) to every greetings by the platoons. i think i make a fool outta myself. OMG. going back there brought back so much memories. the NCC days and stuff. The days with Responsibilities. i miss them. fool around with jono and zy. chat with them, mdm chow and sir ng. its great. stick arnd till 8? then mdm send us to amk. me jono and zy went to kpool. ha. my pool-ing skills are getting rusty but still ok. cause got some luck with me. ha. then jono went back to have supper with his gf and his P801 friends and gary. how nice. i hoped my class can be like that too. but due to some reasons. mayb not. oh well.....oh ya. zy is moving house in june. to woodlands. sigh. sian. everyone is moving. first was felix.h then shui xiong went back to m'sia to study. then zy now moving. childhood friends all drifting away le. hope we can be close stil. things change and we have to adapt to changes.

mdm brought me a cute little panda hand phone strap from hong kong. i asked for something de. oops. ha. and being blur she left the receipt inside. lol. actually its understandable cause she's too stress from sch stuffs and ncc stuffs and have been head aching. seems like it damn xiong1 to be a teacher.

hmm. the handphone strap promotes saving the endangered species. so i shld do my little part here to promote the msg. ha. ahem. Only 1600 giant pandas in the wilds and 160 in the zoos. save them. hmm. the climate is changing. everything is gonna be screwed. us, polar bears. everything. food shortage. prices of rice increasing. then typhoon hit Myanmar killing thousands of lives. earthquake at china killing lots too. is these interlink? a means to solve food prices? god knows.

Soccer spree

had been playing soccer everyday since tues. ha. hmm. today early in the morning played again. my P02 class including faizal. against AMS yr 1 P801. yesterday was with P802.ha. played till 1030 bathed then went for class. ha. its damn fun. finally found some life in poly.

Post match review: Against AMS P802. Paul came to lect and told me that i bullied the yr 1s. my shots are too hard? lol. and i heard also that we played too rough? hmm. to a certain extent i agree. for the two slides. one for blocking a shot in front of goal (no body contact, just the ball) and another to attempt a shot. other then that should b more of physical against their technical. had no chioce. thats the only strength we had. we are bigger size then some of them. it we dont use some physical we will get thrash. and that is our style all along.

Post match review: Against AMS P801. fairly ok. fai said he did too much tricks and make someone upset. lol. but thats his style, slow and steady and zai. lol. shld b ok la. soccer always have this kinda stuff ba. didnt sub yulun ( goalkeeper) out earlier and i feel guilty. lol.

Overall: i think i m totally another person when i enter the pitch. Must learn to keep cool. now i understand why chuabs always get agitated. i do too. ha. must learn to play relax also. let everyone enjoy the joy of soccer. Especially when playing with friends or Yr 1s. i dont wanna spoil the relationship although there's nth much of relationship yet. ha. but we are still in the same course.

Ok. post match review done. must have made some of u bored. lol. sry. ha.

Slacky Wed

today, my tut for the first lesson is on course.which means no lesson. so only got 2 lectures. one of it we were watching video of heathrow airport. omg. looks so problematic. ha. hmm. then while waiting for soccer at 4 went to play darts. ha. was fun but had no skills. just throwing blindly.

after that is SOCCER. the best thing ever. played with jo and ppl. yulun,wei kit and his friend. ok. then Ams yr 1 ppl came. basically, they are technical and skilled? and we are more of physical and hardworking. lol. bo bian lo. must be hard working to compensate for skill.

and yunhui says my blog got too many dots. so i m cutting down on that. is it better? ha. no news from syfc yet its be a wk. mayb OM has forgotten? and mayb i wont be given a 2nd chance. nvm just wait a little longer ba. i guess.

Survival Sunday

Survival sunday... 10 EPL matches play at 10pm... But in the morning, there's were and exciting soccer matches too.. the weather was great... a little hot but considered gd le... thanks to the sun for sparing our lifes.. ha... 2 goals and couple of assist... soccer is so damn fun.. nvr boring... ha..

In the afternn, wanna do blog with my friends but got no place to go.. sian.. wanna find a place with internet and power points.. like so difficult... end up doing it at home with zx... ha.. although it's actually zx doing all of the stuff.. ha.. slowly learn la.. i m I.T noob... lol... in the end didnt do much and got the tagboard plus profile up... lol...then went for dinner.. ha..

After dinner, was viwawa-ing with zx playing bridge.. ha... its quite fun to play with friends side by side la.. although its like cheating... ha.. got quite alot of excitment also...

Eugene was below my block giving us a lift to jin hong's house to watch survival sunday tgt.. ha.. although we have some age gap but share the same interest..SOCCER.. ha.. soccer brings ppl tgt.. ha... hmm... had a great time there talking bad about man u infront of two man u fans (jin hong & shi lam)... oh well.. man u won the title with 2 points lead in the end... didnt expect chelsea to win it actually and seriously.. it's almost impossible for man u to lose or draw with wigan.. wigan put up a gd fight though..*applause*.. just hope man u wont win double if not man u fans will be far too ARROGANT!!!

Long Saturday

Early in the morning at 7. i woke up to go for faireez solo... at seletar camp gate, i took dewitt's car in...but when i reach syfc faireez had alrdy finish his pre-start checks.. ha.. so i stood at beside the CFX's ( dewiit) table and listen to his R/T calls and stuff as i had no where to go.. Mr hi is not in simulator room.. ha.. Sim ck is nice.. he talked to me and stuff although its like one or two sentences but u can feel the difference from some instructors... YH came... Dewitt said to YH: " what is a gd pilot? a gd pilot is one who make mistakes but he analyzes he mistake and improve on it... the flying skill and handling will improve with each sorties." something like that la.. cant really rmb.. then I was trying hard to listen out for the R/Ts for Niner Victor- Bravo Oscar Kilo... but sadly there was no sign of Oscar Kilo on the comms.. but we just saw it taxying into the parking bay... sigh.. i tot.. Faireez suffered the same fate as me.. RED CARDED!!! but i think he has done better than me.. as i feel that i was disastrous.. Cherie was here too.. to settle her PPL stuffs...

As usual, i brought Faireez to the "Emo" place.. also the place we say farewell to yfc.. I brought Jo there after her sortie 6.. i was there alone after my solo check.. to think about everything... watch plane land and take off... it's peaceful there.. He talked about his flight and other stuffs... Nvm we still have other chances.. HOOYA!!! then cherie and yh came.. and we took photos.. ha.. damn nice.. will upload it or put on friendster some other day... ha..after photo taking would be lunching.. Yik CH drove us out with dewitt's car.. also to da3 bao1 for whoever wants food.. lol... lunch was at Jalan Kayu.. although i have been at yfc for almost half a year..i haven had a proper meal there.. but this time me and faireez having the same fate, we ordered the same food also.. Chicken Bryani and Milo Gozilla.. lol... did a bit of gossiping and found out of someone me and Cherie dislike.. ha.. shall not mention who.. ha.. After lunch, we go on separate ways... hope to meet up with them some time soon...

Reach home, it was drizzling. so didnt go for blading at bishan park.. ha.. but its dota time with Rb, Ly, Zx and Yh (yanhui)... the last match was the best.. exciting man.. ha... weather was gd after dota-ing.. and there was nth to do.. so suggested to blade again... ha...

Long time since we last bladed... wasn't that smooth initially.. but the feel came back.. but still got couple of hard falls .. my wrist guard save my life... but still got injuries and wounds.. lol.. a couple of mosquito bites too... irritating.. i killed a few also.. revenge.. lol... its a long day and a long post too.. haha... off for dota again.. au revoir...

Burning Sun..

Woke up 6 plus in the morning... not for sch. ha.. for mic.. lol.. for soccer too.. hmm.. when to ny to look for mic.. Its ny's be urself day can mic's class decided to cross- dress uniforms? lol.. so mic is gonna wear cat high uni.. lol.. actually mayb abit of disrespect for the uni but.. for the fun of it ok la.. lol.. mic and qing jun changed out of the femine uniform into cat high uni for mic and marist uni... lol.. its looks quite cool la.. but i think mic's more special.. cause its cat high uni... of course.. buttons and shorts.. rocks man.. miss wear that uni.. ha... damn nice...

went for soccer after that.. with jo and friends.. hmm... tot i could stay calm and play.. but i cant stand conceding goal.. everytime after conceding a goal is zzz.. then a few then become agitated le.. this is the point i must change.. stay cool... was quite aggresive was isk's friend.. felt quite bad.. hmm.. ok la.. had some fun.. soccer is always fun.. lol.. but the sun was so unbearable... and i started peeling again.. from last sun's soccer i think... i wanna get tanned.. but everytime get sunburnt..

Alot of things are changing.. YH, cherie and chris went for solo and PPL le.. Faireez tmr.. gd luck man... i hope i can be there... Rmb to bring ur SPL. lol... syfc changed all the boards for the new syllabus.. dewitt's leaving soon... he's the most approachable Flight Instructor tgt with Mr Hi?? taught us alot of thinking, reasoning .etc. alot of things from their experience..

Hope for the best

the first half of the day was just schooling... nth much to talk about.. 2nd half of the day was about fighting for what i want.. yes.. appealling... went to syfc at about 3.. the journey there seems to be longer than usual... was damn tired.. but my mind wouldn't rest.. thinking bout what to say.. what to do..

Mr hi wasn't at syfc today.. the sim was locked.. ha.. cant imagine what happen if mr hi is not there anymore.. another sim instructor will be fine? i doubt its so easy.. he's a mentor, an instructor, and sometimes like a friend.. other then the sim, there is practically not much place to hang out.. thus i went straight to the ops room.. OM was the CFX.. i took a deep breath and step up to him.. talked to him about everything and he said he will talk to my instructor and find out more... hmm.. talk to chuabs? dont know what will the result be.. just keep my fingers cross and hope for the best.. i m not optimistic about it but yea.. at least i have tried... i shld have done this long ago.. sigh.. the 1 mth lag is gonna be a huge obstacle i suppose...

Cherie came when i was in the Lounge talking to Tow JM... hmm.. syfc ppl are friendly i must say... Ok.. back to cherie.. flew sortie 15 today.. and i bet it was gd.. going for solo tmr.. 4th wave.. hope that the weather will be gd tmr.. 2nd for PPL.. first 2 to go PPL girls.. this signifies equality and shows that girls are equally capable or even better.. ha.. cant make it for tmr... lesson till 7.. but gd luck.. enjoy ur solo.. ha..

before i went off, i told uncle cliff, " hope to see u again"
He said, " i really wish to see u."
it might be a casual remark but it means alot...

I WONT GIVE!!!!

my tuesday starts early-8am... gotta wake up 6plus with only 5 hrs of slp after watching Newcastle vs Chelsea.. ha.. 2-0.. it was an exciting match before ballack scored a fantastic header in 2nd half... chelsea got a bit lucky.. hmm.. enough of soccer.. i just hope man u and chelsea win a title each.. ha.. 8 am lesson- french.. ha.. kinda fun.. learn bout new language and stuffs which i dont really like initially..

next lesson starts at 1 and got a 3 hr long break.. but went to look for Mr Yap to ask him for advice and guide me on how to write an appeal letter.. he says this might be the first thing that i m gonna fight for myself... hmm.. this is not i first thing i suppose.. but YEA!!! i m gonna fight for it... that means tmr i m going to syfc to look for OM after sch and i hope will be there.. dont really know what i am gonna say but yea.. just speak from the heart i suppose... sigh.. i really hope this would work... so many barriers to pass but I WONT GIVE UP ON MY DREAMS.. ha..

2nd half of the day was just lesson and lessons.. hope i can start concentrating too.. the modules are not gonna be easy..

Btw faireez didnt manage to go solo.. but not because he cant... just cause he forget to bring his spl and micky didnt allow him to go.. that means CX... Thinking of that.. i didnt show chuabs my spl usually but he didnt do anything also.. chuabs is kinda gd also.. just tat mayb i am not up to his standards...

Gd luck bro.

Just checked the SYFC flying schedule though i m no longer in there. Faireezul is going solo on tues. 3rd wave. 9V-BOE. this is the time when my coursemates will all go for solo. hope although u wont be seeing this. but faireez gd luck, do ur best, go for solo and PPL. but if u dont, we will try again in airforce. hope there wont be another "me" in course 157.

When once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return.- Leonardo Da Vinci

I longed to return...

Just another Sunday

Yes!! its sunday. soccer every sunday morning. soccer is one of the best things of life. but the weather was freaking hot. its burning man. Scored a goal at the first attempt but missed the rest of the chances. wth. damn noob. gotta brush up a lot. work harder.

The rest of the day would be msn-ing then nap till 7 plus. damn pig. lol. and zx was below my block studying wait for me to wake up to watch soccer. omg. him & studying no link leh. surprising. ha. Arsenal vs Everton. damn boring. as usual lam was late came after half time. wth. went home after full time. sian.

Whats the problem with the weather man. its so hot nowadays. causing more ppl to switch on aircons. then use more electricity. and the situation gets worse and worse. zzzz.

Decision

Today, went back to syfc again to look for cherie and mr hi. v long nvr see them le. Mayb cause of too many things to absorb, cherie screwed abit of her sim 8. but dont worry cause i m sure u have the ability to and will make it to Solo and of course PPL. ha. then talk to mr hi for advice.

Flew the simulator for the 1st time since last mth. the feeling was great but flying the actual aircraft would be even better. but sadly.. checks was ok but a bit slow though. flew runway 21. miss the feeling.

Yh came to settle her PPL stuff then we went to pre-flight briefing room to talk to some of the PPL students and alumni. dont know why, i felt that i no longer belongs to syfc and i shouldn't be there.

My mind was confused and didnt know whether to appeal or not. but i think i decided to. call Mr yap and he will guide me to write an appeal letter i suppose. hope everything would goes well and i will be back in the skies. and thanks ppl for ur support and advices.

1st time

When was the last time u do something for the first time? This question was ask by my sec sch principal , Mr Lee. This is my first blog, my first entry. I nvr imagined that i will wanna blog one day.

Was playing DotA at rui bin's house till 4plus in the morning. Was damn tired but fun. Only have 2 hr of slp. Today is the first time i went back to Singapore youth flying club (SYFC) after the cruel fact of being phased out. On the bus, memories came alive in my head once again. sigh. Btw, Its yun hui's first solo. Congrats!! 1st to PPL congrats again. Can imagine the feeling of going solo, getting splash, wet. (tradition for 1st solo-ers). Got her 1st solo. Felt damn envious. Once again, a feeling of being damn noob of not even able to go solo.

Everytime, my friends ask me why i m out of syfc, i dont know how to ans. Cause i dont believe i cant fly but have to face that fact that i didnt land well and stuffs and face the phased out cruelty.

At syfc, rilvia gave an advice that made me pondered for a long time. A choice of whether to appeal anot. Yes, of course. i wanna continue flying, and appealing might give me another chance to do so.
1.Even if i m back, i would still feel bad due to the fact of being phased out once before.
2. how to face Mr chua.
3. there is an a PPL & ATPL course that Mr Yap would be proposing for yr 3.1.

But i really miss flying. Miss my coursemates, mr hi, simulator, everything about syfc.

But in the end, i decided not to.
A load off my shoulder.