1st time

When was the last time u do something for the first time? This question was ask by my sec sch principal , Mr Lee. This is my first blog, my first entry. I nvr imagined that i will wanna blog one day.

Was playing DotA at rui bin's house till 4plus in the morning. Was damn tired but fun. Only have 2 hr of slp. Today is the first time i went back to Singapore youth flying club (SYFC) after the cruel fact of being phased out. On the bus, memories came alive in my head once again. sigh. Btw, Its yun hui's first solo. Congrats!! 1st to PPL congrats again. Can imagine the feeling of going solo, getting splash, wet. (tradition for 1st solo-ers). Got her 1st solo. Felt damn envious. Once again, a feeling of being damn noob of not even able to go solo.

Everytime, my friends ask me why i m out of syfc, i dont know how to ans. Cause i dont believe i cant fly but have to face that fact that i didnt land well and stuffs and face the phased out cruelty.

At syfc, rilvia gave an advice that made me pondered for a long time. A choice of whether to appeal anot. Yes, of course. i wanna continue flying, and appealing might give me another chance to do so.
1.Even if i m back, i would still feel bad due to the fact of being phased out once before.
2. how to face Mr chua.
3. there is an a PPL & ATPL course that Mr Yap would be proposing for yr 3.1.

But i really miss flying. Miss my coursemates, mr hi, simulator, everything about syfc.

But in the end, i decided not to.
A load off my shoulder.