7 wks into bmt. started craving out a career a hope. at least i m advancing towards it. no matter what the result of this path is. at least i tried, i have confidence. but just 40-50%. its nvr easy, but i will do my best. this will be a deciding factor of my future then. And i wanna make you ppl proud.

Life's pretty good. i m contented =)

Round 1
I was interested, i went for it.
Had tt ball in my control, but i knew i have to let go.
I held on to it, but still suffering blows and obstacles.
Finally, I gave up.

Round 2
Waited for another chance, it came but it was too late. i lose to the opponent. i lose to time. i lose to fate. he scored first. i was too late. i lost the game. now what i can wait for. is a rematch. he can have the title now. but if he screws up.....

Whats worth having is worth fighting for. When it gets tough, u just gotta fight somemore.

I cant do anything but only to see u leave with him,
all i hope is tt u dont suffer another heartbreak.
But dont forget our promise, it stays forever.

I cant stop liking you.
But i could try burying my feelings deep inside.
Waiting for it to be rediscovered one day.
The day when i wont let u go anymore.

千里寻她千百度
莫然回首
那人正在灯火澜珊处

Love is gone.........

What are we suppose to do
After all that we've been thru
When everything that feel so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone

There's nth left to prove
no use to deny this simple thruth
Cant find a reason to keep holding on
Now that the love is gone, love is gone

Graduate LO!

But feeling pretty aimless now actually. Waiting for enlistment. Gonna go for some holidays! Next stop hong kong! haha.


Congrats to you bro. But as i have said, you have to learn to be more mature and sensible le. Will be here to offer help ANYTIME.

No more projs and term tests. now its just 2 exams to go and we will be graduating. frankly speaking, i dont know what to say/feel about graduation. m i suppose to be happy? i dont have any emotions about it now. To me its just one chapter ending, another chapter awaits. and it will be an exciting one. Army: where boys become man, and man becomes?

It CNY and Vday, i haven slp much during the past fews day, 30 plus hours awake, then a few hours of slp. I dont wanna spend my day rotting at home for CNY. have to start studying soon = must play more now! hahaa.

Happy CNY! HUAT AH!

"trying slping with a broken heart, and u'll wish u nvr wake up.."

Played mahjong yesterday, simply no luck man. Learn how to play texas poker. haha. hmmm. all becoming gamblers? haha.

I foresee some possible change in me. Is it cause i m growing and maturing. i just hope i wont have a fucked up character then (not about gambling la!!) haha.

Sian. i just can get myself to start doing proj. sucks man. i need some motivation !!!

Was reading through my previous post in this blogs. It records my life, most of the significant events previously. It is quite meaningful reading it again and recapping my memories. living thru my memories once again. haha.

So i think i shld continue blogging for quite some time. haha. hmmm. so whats my recent updates? hmm. haven been quite active on mahjong tables. haha. projects deadlines are coming. dead shit. haha. its the first time i m actually looking forward to exams. hmmm. surprising huh. today was a long day, woke up at 6 to do sch stuffs cause i slp super early last night. 2030h! haha. then sch, proj and bball with Ritz colleaques and friend. miss those days when i can play bball pretty ok. haha. now cui. thats my events for the day i guess. ahah. update again soon i hope. bye

Death, a release to all illness and diseases?
I hope so.
To somewhere where happiness lies.
Have a gd journey.

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird

What u see is superficial.
What u feel is deep inside.
Ppl can see me but can they feel me?

Life back in school is a little busier than days during SIP. haha. i m living my life quite fruitfully. haha. i cant say to the fullest, cause i think i m not, yet. But i m happy with my life. and i can be a little happier if some things turn out well for me. hah. i should be grateful for what i have now and be contented. but i m greedy. LOL. i just hope for a little more.

Last semester back in sch. half a yr more to graduation. having mixed feelings. Happy to graduation. but fear for some changes. not NS. i m fine with serving NS. haha. We shall all enjoy this last semester in sch.

With a blink of an eye. Seniors becomes Alumni. haha